After a day

TO: WhaleyTan
After a day, I stl dont feel good. Even thou I was with you, you make me forget everything for a moment. And thank you for that, but it stl doesnt make me forget.
My dad doesnt like me, he think I went back to stay with him for revenge... What kind of father would think that way. I thought I came back to stay with him for the money. But why am I sad when I remember what he said.
Later we should be eating reunion dinner. He taught me what was reunion dinner when I was young, but reunion dinner alrdy has no meaning in our family. My brother wont be home for reunion dinner, my sis and I are not on talking terms... My dad and I are not like father-daughter relationship. My mom is not going to be with me. Ever since I left house, CNY has never been fun for me.
I wanted to tell you all this face-to-face, but I just cant start telling you, but just cry.
I wasnt feeling good ytd, first I was sad because I have to be at home. I know that my dad will start again... Thats why I want you to be with me, you told me bfr all I have to do is ask. But I did ask you to accompany me ytd, but you couldnt. Sad + sad... Because my dad started his naggingggg