i was on the page bfr i could start typing...it happen again... and now i want one and a half year to pass by quickly, i can graduate and buy a house to stay with my mom and brother. although when i stay with my mom i rarely see her and talk to her but its different when i dont stay with her. my mom needs me... but i am not thr, i know how she felt now, because i felt it last year, and i have my friends then, but she has no one but us...i hate my grandma! she suck, she should go to hell! shw should die! i hate her, i want mom now. at tien hsia when kids cry they will have their mom. but why dont i have my mom now?